My girl Bunny Pearl, the Mama to Luna Blue (2017) and Cupid Valentino (2019), she was pregnant when she came to us ….. she was my breakthrough to the herd. She was my breakthrough, period.
When we got our initial herd of llamas, they were all wild and untouched for years. I was at a point in life where I was having a difficult time trusting, confiding in others, being vulnerable with my ideas, feelings, friendship or love. I had no idea at the time how getting a herd of llamas was going to help me, not like I even planned on it or wanted them to help me at all…. or even knew they could …. and I’m glad I didn’t know, because I absolutely love how it has all worked out ever since.
They all came from a neighbor nearby and everyday before we had them, I would drive by, stop the car and talk to them over the fence for a minute out of my car window and my name for her was “Pearl”. Turns out, the name she was called there was “Bunny”, so, Bunny Pearl it was!
I noticed pretty quick that she was slow to respond to calling for the herd in the pasture. If she wasn’t looking at you, she wouldn’t hear you holler. But, she watched the rest of the herd intently and would take cues from them. After a while, a few would quickly duck their head into and snag quickly feed out of a bucket, but none of them would not let me touch them at all. I knew when she would finally approach the bucket and she wouldn’t flinch at the sides of the bucket being tapped when her head was inside of it that she was deaf.
Right then and there, I knew if I was going to gain the trust of the herd, as much as they take signals from each other, the one to gain the trust of for them all to accept me would be Bunny Pearl. She is where I started the taming of them all. And it worked!
I’ll never forget the day I ran back in the house with the great news that Bunny Pearl finally let me pet her and my hands were filthy with the proof from doing so. That was a great day and a major breakthrough.
Things haven’t been the same since.
She has taught me to be more observant just like her. To take cues, trust my instincts even more, go with my gut, let things play out the way they are meant by being patient and learn to trust all over again. Gone are the days that were a short blip on the radar of my life where I shut people out and saw everyone as jaded. Anyone who knows me knows that was not the way I lived at all. A deaf llama taught me to leave the sighted path to God and to be deaf forever to criticism and doubt. God knows what our hearts need and my heart needed this sweet girl. My girl, Bunny Pearl.